Sunday, December 13, 2015

8th Night of Hanukkah


For the first time in many years, my expectations for an event has been exceeded.  As I outlined in another post, I despise this time of the year.

The holidays are a time for people to visit their pasts, go back to where they once were.  My past is fraught with weakness and regret.  I wish to never revisit that place.

As a result, I am left all alone for many months at a time.  Left to stew in hatred and loneliness.  This in turn makes me a more bitter individual.

But that was not the tale these last 8 nights.  With the help of new and old friends, I have found light that last for all 8 nights.  and not once during this time period did the darkness creep back in.

It has been many years indeed since I have felt included during the holidays.  i time where for a very long time, I have felt nothing but loneliness and despair.   But to feel included this year.  Now that was exceptional.

I cannot adequately put into words, how thankful I am for the friends that took time out of their week to spend it with me.  This Hanukkah has been one of the best I have had in years.  Thank you to all who had a part to play in it.

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