Saturday, March 28, 2015

Why I Am Distancing Myself From Dating

Lately I have noticed a vast number of my friends getting married and in some cases even having children.  Not the accidental kinds either.  These are adults making rational decisions.  Not children jumping into situations they have little understanding of.

Yet, I am not one of these adults.  This lack of a love life or family has my family and a few of my friends alarmed.  Many are worried about me being all alone.  I will admit, at night, I do fear this frequently.  But that is at night when I go to bed.  When I am awake, it hardly crosses my mind.  Now, I will be focusing on what does cross my mind instead.

Instead of spending much if any time on relationships, I have spent every moment awake bettering myself.  From writing Novels, to creating Blog Posts, to working Low Paying Jobs, I am focusing on Me First instead of others.  I cannot make the world a better place until I have made myself a better place.

I may spend many nights alone.  I may be made fun of by my friends at bars when I have no ambition to flirt with strange women while drunk.  I may not even go out as much as i want to just to avoid having to think about these things.  But I know in the long run, a better me will make a better life.  A better life for myself, and for everyone who chooses to be part of mine.

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